I havent blogged for a long long time and i hate to say this but, blogger's partly to blame for this. I realised that blogger's been very inefficient ever since google took over it and the new template settings are so much harder to change. No offence blogspot, but i think you ought to be more user friendly if you want a huge fan base right?

Anyways, alot have been going on ever since i "temperarily" stopped blogging. I must say i've been really lucky in my love life coz, well im still human, and i know ive done lotsa shit that honey dosent deserve and yet, he still loves me all the more after. Thank you for always being so thoughtful and selfless. You are amazing and so beautiful. What would i do without you?

I told honey yesterday that i always needed to be with you coz i dont want to go astray again. Im afraid that once im not with you for a day, my mind will wonder endlessly to some unknown universe in my past. Honestly, what happened was real and i did feel that something for him. It was childish because he was young and well, "cool" and he liked me, which is rare. I guess i was attracted to these incentives.. It was rare too that he felt the same way abt me thats why it was so hard to let go. But honey, i realised that you loved (and still do) me differently. Dont really know how to explain it but it's unconditional and so selfless even after more than a year since we got together. It's a blessing actually. :D

Im having my school holidays now so no school for 3 months, which also means no jamming and singing. (Apart from DollTrash) But id be singing for this gig on the 29th, organised by Janet and her boyfriend. Let me tell you that these kids im jamming with are amazing. I mean, they dont play professionally but theyve got it in them at such a young age. The potential level in them is blasting and theyre only 13 to 15 years old. Seriously, theyre gonna be great musicians when they grow up. :D Honey doesnt really like it that i talk about them too much. Haha. He thinks im a pedophile. Madness! Lol..

Ok well.. The weather's crazy now.. But im hoping to tan next wednesday coz i need it! :D *Prays*

I havent blogged for a long long time and i hate to say this but, blogger's partly to blame for this. I realised that blogger's been very inefficient ever since google took over it and the new template settings are so much harder to change. No offence blogspot, but i think you ought to be more user friendly if you want a huge fan base right?

Anyways, alot have been going on ever since i "temperarily" stopped blogging. I must say i've been really lucky in my love life coz, well im still human, and i know ive done lotsa shit that honey dosent deserve and yet, he still loves me all the more after. Thank you for always being so thoughtful and selfless. You are amazing and so beautiful. What would i do without you?

I told honey yesterday that i always needed to be with you coz i dont want to go astray again. Im afraid that once im not with you for a day, my mind will wonder endlessly to some unknown universe in my past. Honestly, what happened was real and i did feel that something for him. It was childish because he was young and well, "cool" and he liked me, which is rare. I guess i was attracted to these incentives.. It was rare too that he felt the same way abt me thats why it was so hard to let go. But honey, i realised that you loved (and still do) me differently. Dont really know how to explain it but it's unconditional and so selfless even after more than a year since we got together. It's a blessing actually. :D

Im having my school holidays now so no school for 3 months, which also means no jamming and singing. (Apart from DollTrash) But id be singing for this gig on the 29th, organised by Janet and her boyfriend. Let me tell you that these kids im jamming with are amazing. I mean, they dont play professionally but theyve got it in them at such a young age. The potential level in them is blasting and theyre only 13 to 15 years old. Seriously, theyre gonna be great musicians when they grow up. :D Honey doesnt really like it that i talk about them too much. Haha. He thinks im a pedophile. Madness! Lol..

Ok well.. The weather's crazy now.. But im hoping to tan next wednesday coz i need it! :D *Prays*